To my gorgeous son Callum,
Today is your first birthday. Where has the time gone? From the first moment I saw you growing in my tummy to your infectious laugh that I hear as I write this, you had my heart, I knew the moment I saw you enter this world, and I still know to this day, I was put on this earth to be your Mummy. Nothing in my life makes me prouder and or happier than you. Waking up to your sweet smile, sparkling eyes and wild hair starts each day off with love and light.
Before you arrived, we had no idea what we were doing. Your Daddy and I were so nervous. We, but especially me, were so ready for you to arrive and change our lives forever - and boy did you ever my Prince. When you first were put on my chest the moment you were born, I felt like I was born too – my purpose in life became clear. My purpose is you! I don’t remember life before you, and what I do remember, it seems empty – because you aren’t in it.
Our first few months together weren't easy, we had to go through a lot. There was a lot of worry, waiting on tests, going to the doctor and hospital. There was a time when you were a month old that Mummy was so scared she was going to be taken from you and leave you with no Mummy. I knew in that moment, I had to be strong for you no matter what the obstacle. Luckily everything started getting better and we finally got to settle into being a family. You were the most patient and sweet newborn. You loved to snuggle, sleep and look around at everything. Everyone always commented on how alert you were! You always had to be a part of the action.
My favourite moments during the first few months of your life were when you’d fall asleep on me. Nothing was sweeter than your little cheeks squished on my chest. Your little parted lips and your breath that always smelt sweet. I breathed you in so much and will never forget your smell.
You love so many things! Swimming has to be one of your favourite activities. You love falling into Mummy’s arms in the water now. You aren’t a big fan of swimming on your back but you are getting so much better. You love playing in your ball pit, reading and flipping through pages of books, music and of course The Wiggles. You love crawling and cruising the furniture, you are constantly on the move and we can’t keep up! You love avocado, yogurt, waffles, cheesies, square sausage, toast with peanut butter or plain butter! You also LOVE Nana’s steak pie (who doesn't?!). Muffins are one of your favourite snacks. You also love sharing your food with Chloe. You and Chloe are the best of friends and it melts our hearts to watch you both together…even though sometime she is a grumpy old lady, she loves you too! You could stay in the bath forever - we love bath time! We love having our ‘Callum Day’ with your Nana, Papa, Grandma and Grandpa!
You love your grandparents, Chloe and all of your friends! And most importantly you love Mummy and Daddy and we love you more! Your first words were ‘Mum” and “Dada” after all!
There are some things you don’t like, but not many. You don’t like being left alone, but that’s okay, because we’ll never leave you. You don’t like getting changed, being on your back was so 6 months ago! But when we sing to you or tickle you, we get through it. You still don’t like eggs, which Papa doesn't understand because according to him he makes the BEST scrambled eggs!
You are on the move and almost ready to walk, and we can’t wait for you to see life through that view. We’re excited for every stage and milestone. We’re so blessed to have you as our son Prince (a nickname we have had since before we knew you were Callum).
Darling boy of mine, thank you for this first year. Thank you for teaching me and being patient with me. Thank you for your unconditional love, and your sloppy kisses.
I’ll love you forever, and beyond.
Your Mummy xoxo
